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The Garden (Double Disc)

by Seazon of the Fly

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1.
Where did she go? Curious Would like to know I wanna wander into the garden Scared to believe this is it Disappearing I'm gonna wander into the garden It pulls me in like a magnet And I'll stay there forever Here come the crows Here come the flies
2.
Exile 04:04
I'm packing my things and fleeing So freeing Just shy of full being, I'm leaving 'Cuz there's an aching feeling Restraints and I can't take this low ceiling But I don't wanna stay away from here for too long Everything I love I find a way to push away from me I can't comprehend how everything went so wrong Never meant to run away and leave to feeling so empty Everything I hate finds a way to just devour me I can't cope with this exile I won't live in exile It's been too long The last day, the last day I'm different, yet the same And estranged But I don't wanna stay away from here for too long Everything I love I find a way to push away from me I can't comprehend how everything went so wrong Never meant to run away and leave to feeling so empty Everything I hate finds a way to just devour me I can't find hope in who I am Who am I? I don't wanna stay away from here for too long Everything I love I find a way to push away from me I can't comprehend how everything went so wrong Never meant to run away and leave to feeling so empty Everything I hate finds a way to just devour me I can't cope with this exile I don't wanna stay away I don't wanna stay
3.
Redline 03:37
Cool for the while Now the thought kicks in of how it all should be Should be soon But then, we were just here and so I ask What is it if anything? What is it if anything? Now you've gotta go and we know where So start all your engines and rev them all up to the redline Break all my bones just to set them aside But pay close attention to the ones who will hide Under your bed at night Well here we are again and I've been ripped anew Trigger happy ignition with endless fuel Allow me to ask once more What is it if anything? Now you've gotta go and we know where So start all your engines and rev them all up to the redline Break all my bones just to set them aside But pay close attention to the ones who will hide Under your bed at night Got it all started all over (repeat) Start all your engines and rev them all up to the redline Break all my bones just to set them aside But pay close attention to the ones who will hide Under your bed at night Got it all started all over To the ones who will hide Under your bed at night Got it all started all over To the ones who will hide Under your bed at night Got it all started all over To the ones who will hide
4.
Idiot 03:04
Been chewed up - I don't want your affection I'm screwed up - I been down that hole before I could've - made quite an impression And I would've - made you need me more And what if I thought of everything? Then what good would you be to me A boot around my flat tire An albatross around my neck, making it hard to breathe Caught myself off guard The demands are stacking up Now I'm out of time And my load won't get lighter So I smile and I nod Make believe that I'm somewhere else Anywhere but here I been lied to - I can taste it in the air You tried to - slip another one by me I smiled when - I told you I didn't care And you cried when - you told me 'how do you dare?' And now that I fucked up everything Wonder what tomorrow will bring I'm gonna resent you in the end I'm gonna bounce back when you break and I bend Caught myself off guard The demands are stacking up Now I'm out of time And my load won't get lighter So I smile and I nod Make believe that I'm somewhere else Anywhere but here (And what if I thought of everything? Then what good would you be to me A boot around my flat tire An albatross around my neck, making it hard to breathe And now that I fucked up everything Wonder what tomorrow will bring I'm gonna resent you in the end I'm gonna bounce back when you break and I bend) Caught myself off guard The demands are stacking up Now I'm out of time And my load won't get lighter So I smile and I nod Make believe that I'm somewhere else Anywhere but here
5.
Ready 04:14
Ready to keep them all on their feet Ready to give them all a display That's exactly what they came for It's time to deal out the pain Find home in the dirt True names are forgotten Grind them into earth My conscience is rotten Hero until misfortune takes over Then an echo of an identity It's time to deal out the pain Find home in the dirt True names are forgotten Grind them into earth My conscience is rotten Ready to take them all over to the other side And I'm ready for the dirt
6.
The Passing 03:36
Always I'm ready In a world that's broken Oh yeah, I'm ready Yeah yeah
7.
I wanted to keep your eyes open, I wasn't there to hold you down I wanted just to keep your eyes open So you could see the waters of which you drown It's not supposed to be like that for anyone I won't tell you to understand I did what I could, then we were faded I hope you can understand that I never meant for us to be Times have changed so much since then But I know that we're still the same Same pain, same fear, same skin with a new year I hope you got out and you ran far I know you wouldn't look back except to remember The good times were gone, it was time to move on We traded in June for December I won't tell you to understand I did what I could, then we were faded They didn't understand, they did what they would then we were faded We need to understand, we did what we could then we were faded I hope you can understand that I never meant for us to be I didn't mean to let go, but I was frightened by the undertow I won't tell you to understand I did what I could, then we were faded They didn't understand, they did what they would then we were faded We need to understand that we did what we could then we were faded I hope you can understand that I never meant for us to be
8.
The Mess 04:09
She likes crying. He loves the game. She’s always trying. He can’t complain And they go on and on trying to let the other believe, That they are keeping each other strong and there is nothing they need All she wanted; someone to please All he wants is a girl with good knees And they carry on and on pretending that they are perfect for each other, when anyone else can clearly see they’re the opposite So turn around, confess; see that you’ve left a mess I know you’re mad, but I don’t deserve this She only sees dollar signs in his eyes. He only needs what she’s got between those thighs. And they’ll never understand exactly what they do to each other And everyone else will casually call them idiots So turn around, confess; see that you’ve left a mess I know you’re mad, but I don’t deserve this So take your shit back and I’ll take mine What’s the point in trying to make it right? They’re more happy making up from a fight that sparked from someone’s careless comment. Only hear what was said, never knowing what was meant So turn around, confess; see that you’ve left a mess I know you’re mad, but I don’t deserve this
9.
Death of Art 03:28
Wake up. Can’t we see what’s going on? Numbness, the only feeling that is strong Pills put the mood upon your face so dull the hurt maintain the pace Pills put the mood upon your face so dull the hurt maintain the pace Make-up and perfume to replace dumbness, The common look upon our face This feeling surrounds me that something was lost I can see it now, we are birthing the death of art Mourning for the future that’s without Rotten are the seeds that we are planting now You'll see our dreams disappear in the distance You're all shells of our ideal existence now you’ll maintain the pace You're all shells of our ideal existence now you’ll maintain the pace This feeling surrounds me that something was lost I can see it now, we are birthing the death of art This feeling surrounds me that something was lost I can see it now, we are birthing the death of art Pills put the mood upon our face so dumb, Now we maintain the pace Pills put the mood upon our face so dumb, Now we maintain the pace
10.
Facade 05:22
Hide behind your smile like you love it, and it loves you But all the long while you are tearing yourself apart too But the mask you wear goes skin deep How I’d love to tear it off your face (your face) Speak to me so carelessly as quasi-sunshine gleams from your eyes I can’t hear a word you say They’re so full of shit and I hate you But the mask you wear goes skin deep How I’d love to tear it off your face I’d like to be as happy as you seem But the mask you wear goes skin deep How I’d love to tear it off your face But the mask you wear goes skin deep How I’d love to tear it off your face
11.
So gorgeous, so what? So much of life is I never told you that I’d ever want to be your knight in shining fucking armor, ‘cuz then it would’ve been a lie, a lie I knew better than to tell you every little thing you really wanted to hear I’d be dragging down your life, your life So pretty no more So much of the world is… If I were to crack your shell Then all the crap that you are inside Would seep out of your hell Then you’d be exposed I never told you that I’d ever want to be your knight in shining fucking armor, ‘cuz then it would’ve been a lie, a lie I knew better than to tell you every little thing you really wanted to hear I’d be dragging down your life, your life But give me credit babe, at least I made a fine attempt to get to know ya better and I guess I didn’t do it right, do it right. So don’t let me keep you away from that pile of insignificant shit you call your life If I were to crush your shell then all the crap that you are inside Would seep out of your hell Then you’d be exposed I never told you that I’d ever want to be your knight in shining fucking armor, ‘cuz then it would’ve been a lie, a lie I knew better than to tell you every little thing you really wanted to hear I’d be dragging down your life, your life But give me credit babe, at least I made a fine attempt to get to know ya better and I guess I didn’t do it right, do it right. So don’t let me keep you away from that pile of insignificant shit you call your life Pretty no more Pretty no more Pretty no more Pretty no more
12.
Paradise 03:42
They will ask for favors Could run could hide When delivered they will not even ask your name Blood in their eyes, dirt on your hands Once they’re all gone you will never know their names Hate spreads and hate spreads so… Let’s kill everyone Let’s be done We’re all the same now that we’re all gone What’s the difference? Everyone’s got their cause Everyone’s got their own god Guess we are all flawed Hate spreads and hate spreads so… Let’s kill everyone Let’s be done We’re all the same now that we’re all gone Blood on our hands And our leaders are wise Once we’re all dead Paradise Hate spreads and hate spreads so… Let’s kill everyone Let’s be done We’re all the same now that we’re all gone Why not kill everyone? What’s so wrong Finally the same Finally we’re all gone This is paradise when we’re all gone
13.
The Garden 02:29
Drawn in like a magnet (Drawn) Pulled out by the force Afraid to believe that “this” is it ‘Cause you ain’t gonna believe this Drawn in like a magnet (Drawn) Pulled out by the force Living in disguise Disappear ‘Cause you ain’t gonna believe this. Damn her to the garden For all eternity
14.
Collapsed 03:44
Take another pill No Climbing to the highest peak Wondering when it’s all over What they will say What they will say Denying rumors of casualties Driving force behind enemy gates Falter at your own despair Try to read between the lies ‘Cause it’s your neck if you don’t Try to learn from these mistakes You’ll never fix what you’ve broke Filter through the education, learned so much Why wonder what went wrong? You cannot take it back Live for today not tomorrow Try to learn from these mistakes Never underestimate the weaker ones Power lies deep in their veins And without instinct, self torment begins Before you know it’s too late Presume the innocence Take another pill collapse in the end Take another pill collapse in the end Take another pill collapse in the end Take another pill collapse Try to read between the lies ‘Cause it’s your neck if you don’t Try to learn from these mistakes You’ll never fix what you’ve broke Filter through the education, learned so much Why wonder what went wrong? You cannot take it back Live for today not tomorrow Try to learn from these mistakes Never underestimate the weaker ones Power lies deep in their veins
15.
Simple 03:37
Rage in your life all the time Everyday… (thinking to yourself again) The creep in my life… (Who is the one you mention?) The one I call “Me”… (The stranger inside) Anger and pride… (Yeah) Anger and pride All bent in my head God I wish I was simple inside Simple inside I’m asking for too much Everyone’s out of touch with the “real” in my life With the “Real” Hard to smile… (What is it this time?) It’s as if I feel… (Here you go again) Nothing will change… (Least of all you) Least of all me… (That’s what I said!) All bent in my head God I wish I was simple inside Simple inside I’m asking for too much Everyone’s out of touch with the “real” in my life With the “Real” All bent in my head God I wish I was simple inside Simple inside I’m asking for too much Everyone’s out of touch with the “real” in my life With the “Real”
16.
Lemon Cake 04:13
Lemon Cake Lemon Cake Why try to change your perspective, when your suit fits you perfectly? Why walk away from something that you worked so hard for? Why cave in when fair is fair? Even at your own expense… If the table never turns, would it always feel the same? Sometimes it’s not about you Sometimes it’s not about you Nobody owes you anything You’ve got what you bring Nobody cares to hear your song Not even to sing along Sometimes it’s not about you Sometimes it’s not about you Lemon Cake Lemon Cake Sometimes it’s not about you Sometimes it’s not about you Sometimes it’s not about you Sometimes it’s not about you
17.
Surface 03:37
Barrel deep into core Leaving no trace of high ground What determines this will? Will it be forever? Surface again I only see things one way Flip the switch Play that fool’s game Pull the cord Surface again Surface again Surface again Never cared, the other Finding wrong, everything Surface again Flip the switch Play that fool’s game Pull the cord Surface again Barrel deep into core Leaving no trace of high ground What determines this will? Will it be forever? Or never be found… Surface Flip the switch Play that fool’s game Pull the cord Surface again Flip the switch Play that fool’s game Pull the cord Surface again Flip the switch Play that fool’s game Pull the cord Surface again Surface again Surface again Surface again
18.
The Lesson 04:19
Dirty thing! (na na na na na na na na) I’ll teach ya to misbehave! Dirty thing! (na na na na na na na na) I’ll lock you up in a cage With plenty of things to keep you company as they watch and crawl on you You won’t tell no one, ‘cause you can’t tell no one Dirty thing I’ll teach ya to misbehave Mama keeps me in the kennel Mama keeps me in the kennel Mama keeps me in the kennel Mama keeps me in the kennel Dirty cage! (na na na na na na na na) I wonder where she keeps the key Dirty cage! (na na na na na na na na) This’ll make a hard life for me With plenty of things to keep me company as they watch and crawl on me I won’t tell no one, ‘cause I can’t tell no one Dirty cage This’ll make a hard life for me Mama keeps me in the kennel Mama keeps me in the kennel Mama keeps me in the kennel Mama keeps me in the kennel Spider and roach One of these days one of these days I’m gonna get out of here Scudageira and worm One of these weeks one of these weeks I’m gonna get out of here Mama keeps me in the kennel Mama keeps me in the kennel Mama keeps me in the kennel (Ma ya taught me to misbehave) Mama keeps me in the kennel (Ma ya taught me to misbehave) Mama keeps me in the kennel (Ma ya taught me to misbehave) Mama keeps me in the kennel Ma ya taught me to misbehaver right Right?
19.
Carry 04:36
Spinning and bleeding through this precarious illusion When I shut my windows to the world I feel alien I take a breath just to re-assess where exactly I stand Right here Or do I? Guess I’ll never know Lifted and free of everything that was over me Spinning completely as I’m haunted by the natural laws Lost in a perpetuating dreamscape random cycle of time And I can’t seem to figure it out while we all drift away Goddamn never felt so gutted Draining and collecting inside a foreign vessel That’s ok I wouldn’t have it any other way Everything is in it’s place Go ahead and take it away Bring me around to any other place Soon enough we’ll all come back around And I’ll be me all over That’s all I’ll ever know. Lifted and free of everything that was over me Spinning completely as I’m haunted by the natural laws Lost in a perpetuating dreamscape random cycle of time And I can’t seem to figure it out while we all drift away I realize it’s all the same for all of us and none of us I realize we’re all the same For anyone to find someone, they must first find themselves Lifted and free of everything that was over me Spinning completely as I’m haunted by the natural laws Lost in a perpetuating dreamscape random cycle of time And I can’t seem to figure it out (figure it out) Lifted and free of anything under me Spinning completely Screaming put me down Down.
20.
Spun 03:26
So fragile the balance in all of our lives No matter the road, it leads to demise Our passion sustains us at least for today I try to suppress them; these thoughts of remorse How spun we have become; so far from our course We struggle to understand the reason we’re here With no proper guidance no wonder there’s fear Then passion betrays at least for today I try to suppress them; these thoughts of remorse How spun we have become; so far from our course I try to suppress them; these thoughts of remorse How spun we have become; so far from our course
21.
Ruin 02:51
Say it! “The end will come” And you’ll see that it’s done Pray it! Your need for “the one” will make him and shape him What makes us feel this way? Do these feelings have to be explained? What makes us be this way? Spare me We’ll never know just what it’s like to be one another “Brother”, I feel the same as you And I got a belief What makes us feel this way? Do these feelings have to be explained? What makes us be this way? Pray it Make it Break it And why don’t I feel the same? What makes us feel this way? Do these feelings have to be explained? What makes us be this way? What makes us feel this way? Do these feelings have to be explained? What makes us be this way?
22.
Kidja 05:07
Whadja do buddy me? My how you scurry around so frantically Your mouth is full and cannot speak Now you’re swimming in your own bed of sweat You can’t spit You can’t dry your naked and vulnerable body You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started now yer runnin’ around witcho head off, don’t kidja You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started now yer runnin’ around witcho head off, don’t kidja Head off kid Head off kid yeah, head off Whadja say buddy me? You need help that’s fine, but try to think next time ‘Cause I’m always chasing my stubborn goals And I pay no mind to who I crush along the way I can’t spit I can’t dry my naked and vulnerable body You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started now yer runnin’ around witcho head off, don’t kidja You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started now yer runnin’ around witcho head off, don’t kidja Head off kid Head off kid yeah, head off I hate to think that you could depend on me for your welfare Why does it always come to this? You put me on the spot and it’s not fair I guess I wanted it all I just wanted it all I guess I wanted it all Hell, I needed it I hate to think that you are using me to you advantage All the more that time goes by; the more I wonder if you are demented I hate to think that you’re smarter than this ...that you can understand this If it’s true, then fuck you and I’m out It’ll never end up like you planned it I guess I wanted it all I just wanted it all I guess I wanted it all Hell, I needed it You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started now yer runnin’ around witcho head off, don’t kidja You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started didja, huh? You didn’t wanted wutcha started now yer runnin’ around witcho head off Don’t kidja Don’t kidja Don’t kidja Don’t kidja
23.
Acid Rain 02:46
Feeling too much pressure to perform, to conform Fucked and overwhelmed Overcome by the traditions and obligations I’m submerged and cannot swim Sinking and drowning in a lake of acid rain Sinking and drowning Sinking and drowning Something big and nasty stares and waits for us all Most are not so kind So I laugh at all of the trivial trite customs to which we adhere Nothing makes much sense when dealing with the minds of men
24.
Touch need destroy flames torch burn fire fear Touch need destroy flames torch burn fire fear Touch need destroy flames torch burn fire fear Touch need destroy flames torch burn fire fear Devil laughing at me Taunts me in his world Devil laughing at me Taunts me in his world Some big nasty come ‘round Some big nasty come ‘round Some big nasty come ‘round Some big nasty come ‘round Touch need destroy flames torch burn fire fear Touch need destroy flames torch burn fire fear Touch need destroy flames torch burn fire fear Touch need destroy flames torch burn fire fear

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released March 1, 2008

All songs written, performed, recorded, mixed, mastered and produced by Seazon of the Fly at The Fly Trap in Foley, MN

Album art concept by Seazon of the Fly
Illustrations by Andrew Schepers

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